Hi guys,
I just wanted to give you guys an update that I am still here and all, but EXTREMELY, EXTREMELY, disgustingly busy. Trust me, I wish I had time to draw but I just plain don't. Right now I'm attending college full time and also juggling 2 jobs at the same time, meanwhile getting ready for 5+ conventions this year. I seriously wish I could draw but I just can't at this time and it really kills me. I barely even have social/family time anymore
Honestly, being extremely busy like this has really helped alleviate my problems with depression, since I don't get to think about sad feelings much at all anymore. I'm always feeling very busy and pumped, very eventful. Although it is stressful at times, it is much better than not having anything to do at all where I actually have so much time to think about dwelling about anything.
I'm also sure that things will calm down for me soon.
I promise that you guys will see some absolutely amazing artworks from me sooner or later though, I have a lot of awesome ideas stuck in my head right now that I haven't been able to put on paper yet. You will love them
By the by, I WILL be attending Sakuracon 2012 this year at the Artist Alley. I'll update more on where you guys will be able to find me when I get the time !!!!!!!
Thank you so much for sticking by me and for understanding my dear friends and watchers
-Aki
P.S. I will not be able to reply immediately at this time, I really have to go to sleep now. It's 3am and I've got to wake up super early. Goodnight everyone and I really do miss talking with you guys.
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Long time no see, right?
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I'll be at Sakura Con too, so perhaps I'll stop by again. c: